fck this

fckin tired of this. tired of being here. tired of all of it. i hope i get some answers from my brother. cus i really at this point have NO idea what to do. i'm lost and confused. my parents enjoy punishing me. and would rather have be suffer than see me happy. and that's the sad part. thanks alexa, steph, and lauren for being there for me at church.. i don't know what to do anymore. i feel like i have no place right now... and what i have going for me.. my parents are taking away. i'm blessed to have a boyfriend that loves and cares about me.. and i couldn't be luckier. but i can't handle this shit anymre with my parents. i'm done. and tired. i'm fed up.