three stars

so tonight boyfriend came over and i surprised him with hot chocolate that tasted yuck.. haha i wrote him a letter before he came over.. and yeah.. basically this night went from fun.. to scared..to straight up emotional.. this week.. i coulda lost him twice.. and that scares the crap out of me.. to even think of losing him.. not having him next to me is a scary thought.. everytime.. i fall more and more in love with him. and it's so hard to think about him being with another girl.. it's unthinkable.. it may have been only two months.. but i could truly say with each day that goes by i'm falling more for Lambert Miguel Azcona. but the bad part is the more i fall... the more i'm scared to lose him..when we hold hands... i swear it could never feel so right.. i miss him being next to me whispering in my ear babe i have no regrets.. i love you. everytime we held hands... or like hugged... i closed my eyes.. hoping that he'd never let go. yeahh and then we saw our stars (: our three "iloveyou"stars haha. it was an eventful night.. haha but i can say that i'm blessed to have him in my life.

"there's three factors to have a good relationship..communication, trust, and love. It takes both communication and trust to achieve the last and best one of all.. love. a relationship is when the other person brings out nothing but the best in you...and they think about you before themselves."



goodnight